If you have been following my personal twitter you would realise that I have been battling a serious bout of food poisoning since Sunday. Perhaps its the illness, perhaps its the stress from getting everything ready (banner, badges, information etc) for Adam’s arrival in Singapore… but this week I am starting to feel the stress and maybe, the inevitable disappointment?

Disappointment in Adam Lambert? NEVER! But disappointment in the possibility that after all my efforts, after all the investment of my time, attention, and energy to promote Adam in Singapore; after hoping and dreaming of meeting Adam in person after more than a year… I might actually NOT be able to see him at all! Be it at his showcase, his Meet & Greet and during his Autograph Session.

The intangible and uncertain possibility of participation in all these events is not building up any excitement in me BUT instead, is draining me and pulling me down. I know entitlement is not sexy and I am not demanding that I should be given access to all these events.

But I really starting to dislike the way of gaining access to these events – the lucky draw, the call-in competitions, the sms competitions etc. The waiting, the anticipation and crashed hopes… its getting very tiring (for me).

Perhaps I am feeling this only because I am under the weather… but I think many die-hard fans of Adam are also feeling the same stresses and disappointments too.

*Sigh* Good Luck to ALL! Love you and off course, Adam!